http://dezeba.dose.se You are what you love, not what loves you back Wed, 30 Nov 2011 08:12:50 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 http://dezeba.dose.se/2008/11/detoxe?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=detoxe http://dezeba.dose.se/2008/11/detoxe#comments Fri, 21 Nov 2008 10:59:15 +0000 admin http://dezeba.dose.se/?p=136 I need to detoxe. I’ve been eating so much crap and I don’t even enjoy it anymore! I feel like my body is running on empty. I stopped drinking coke 6 months ago and I don’t really eat sugary junk food, but I just feel sickened by the thought of eating another trans fat. My problem is really two fold. I’m lazy about food, which means I put off eating until I’m so hungry I just want to eat something fast, like chips or pizza. I really have to snap out of that. So today I actually ate a breakfast! Ok not till like 5 hours after I got up, but it was before noon so it still counts. Bran oatmeal, with raisins, walnuts and dried cranberries. And tonight I will actually eat a real dinner and not just a frozen pizza! I don’t know why I have this problem. It’s really nuts because I love food so why do I put off eating it? Like breakfast. Me of all people should want to wake up and eat, but I don’t. I wake up and drink copious amounts of coffee until I’m either shaking with a low blood sugar attack, or feel sick. Then I’ll eat like a pound of pasta and a bag of chips and 2 pies and a gallon of milk and a bag of cookies. Then I throw it up.  I just threw that in there to liven up a pointless and boring post. Plus my teeth and hair are falling out and I desperately need help. Haha bulimia is funny.

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