food

I need to detoxe. I’ve been eating so much crap and I don’t even enjoy it anymore! I feel like my body is running on empty. I stopped drinking coke 6 months ago and I don’t really eat sugary junk food, but I just feel sickened by the thought of eating another trans fat. My problem is really two fold. I’m lazy about food, which means I put off eating until I’m so hungry I just want to eat something fast, like chips or pizza. I really have to snap out of that. So today I actually ate a breakfast! Ok not till like 5 hours after I got up, but it was before noon so it still counts. Bran oatmeal, with raisins, walnuts and dried cranberries. And tonight I will actually eat a real dinner and not just a frozen pizza! I don’t know why I have this problem. It’s really nuts because I love food so why do I put off eating it? Like breakfast. Me of all people should want to wake up and eat, but I don’t. I wake up and drink copious amounts of coffee until I’m either shaking with a low blood sugar attack, or feel sick. Then I’ll eat like a pound of pasta and a bag of chips and 2 pies and a gallon of milk and a bag of cookies. Then I throw it up.  I just threw that in there to liven up a pointless and boring post. Plus my teeth and hair are falling out and I desperately need help. Haha bulimia is funny.