projection

Ok fine… the last post.. is all about Lukas.

The following is not to be taken very seriously

I feel like shaking things up. So I decided to post reasons why I hate people from my past. Very Alanis Morissette of me. And don’t assume you know who I’m talking about. I doubt you do.

I hate you for not being honest

I hate you for avoiding conflict.

I hate you for not standing up for me.

I hate you for leaving.

I hate you for being weak.

I hate you for being clingy.

I hate you for being so insecure you couldn’t talk to me.

I hate you for not being what I wanted you to be.

I hate you for installing doubt in me.

I hate you for thinking I’m stupid.

I hate you for not wanting it as much as I did.

I hate you for putting me on a pedestal.

And now the fun part. In making this list and going over all the reasons I have hated people I realize two things. One I hate several people for the same reasons, and two, I hate myself for all these reasons. Ooooh doesn’t projection just blow your mind. Let’s try it with love.

I love you for being supportive.

I love you for saying that thing to me that time.. at my place…

I love you for the night you felt so protective of me.

I love you for always standing up for me.

I love you for telling me what I’m good at.

I love you for calming me down.

I love you for freaking me out.

I love you for not knowing what you want.

I love you for making me laugh at every stupid thing you say.

I love you for not judging.

I love you for punching me.

Just as I thought. Doesn’t work in the same way at all. So projection is all about negativity.