I’m so depressed

My husband is sick and it’s really starting to take a toll on me! He’s been in bed for three days while I have been banished to the “servants” quarters, our computer room with a spare bed in it. I say “servants” quarters because every few hours he calls me on his cell phone to get him something. I don’t mind taking care of him when he’s sick, but after three days, with Sweden being in perpetual darkness, and not being able to sleep in my own bed… it’s starting to bum me out. Not exactly a great “pre-Christmas” week.

Other stuff happened today that made me sad to. None of your bees wax stuff. It’s over and everything has worked out, but now I just feel sad and lonely and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I just want today to be over all ready.

Plus I just know I’m going to get sick on Christmas.

I’m going to watch it’s a wonderful life and eat soap and feel sorry for myself.